First published in Poetry Digest, Vol. 3, No. 5, December-January 1955. Copyright held by Delbert R. Gardner.

HUNGER

By Delbert R. Gardner


We found reality in movement then,
Unchecked by thoughts of love, or life, or death,
Or sick tomorrow's pleasure-robbing shadow;
But, having life, we gulped its earthy breath.

Our uninflated pains and fears and angers
Could not eclipse a chip of stolen coldness
From Miller's ice truck, or the wild thrill
Of dangling from a jerking speeding boxcar
And laughing at the shouting railroad dick
Who gandy-danced the tracks in vain pursuit.

We had no appetite for food that isn't.
Our stomachs didn't turn at week-old bread
Trimmed of mold and spread with peanut butter;
Sometimes we chased it with a broken melon
That fell, we said, from Tony's horse-drawn cart.
And when McKeever's apple trees were loaded,
Or Bailey's vines were drooping low with grapes,
We went on risky after-dark excursions
And came back heavy-bosomed with our plunder.

We didn't try to stop the earth from turning;
In fact, we hardly realized it did.
If, walking home, we saw day's blazing finish,
It caught and held us while the colors deepened;
Then going slowly on, we captured glow-worms
For pocket-lanterns in the thickening dusk.